Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Lim Hui Ting,you are missed.







Its been 1 week+ since she went in already.....really missed her.....1 week and 1 day to be exact. Without you how i survive!!!!When gt sudden urge to go out and smoke who accompany me? Who entertain me on phone when i cant sleep!!!Who accompany me when i decide to skip skol!!! Aiya i nw also no school zzz.....For some weird bloody reasons school refuse to accept me -_- its not onli my EX school but so many other schols too zzz....im bound to get it from my PO if i continue to rot and waste my life away every single day ....Ahh......


I've decided!!!! I want to look more like somebody who does nothing but study!!!LOL that shall keep me away from trouble....Which i obviously cant afford to...zzz....Probation life stink!! come to think of it, its been already 9 months since i was on probation....which means,9 more months to go!! WEE !! but that 9 months sure isnt gonna be easy zzz.....

I have problems sleep lately....i slept at 7 or 8 in the morning almost everyday....and i ended up waking up at 7 or 8 in the evening...lol...


I CAN DO IT!!!

Monday, January 21, 2008

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I recently found my reason to continue smoking!!!!here it goes:
It makes your heart work harder. Most people die younger from circulatory problems than lung cancer. Cigarettes contain 2 main important chemicals namely nicotine and carbon monoxide. Nicotine speeds up the heart by about 20 heartbeats per minute with every cigarette. It also makes arteries all over the body become smaller, causing the heart to pump harder through the 'shrinking' arteries. Carbon monoxide combines with the oxygen in your blood to deny you of less oxygen in your body. So here is what you get, a blocked blood vessel!


It dresses up your lungs with a nice black coat. Tar from cigarettes get stuck to your lungs (and mouth and lips and throat and gullet). This is the very same raw material used to build roads. So there you go, a nice, well-tarred respiratory system!

It is used as a deterrent to women. Most people do not like smokers. So, if you are trying to ward off some unwanted attention from the other sex, you might want to surround yourself with lots of smoke. This way, you can hide better!
It makes you a good philanthropist. I mean, you have way too much money to spend, and you can't think of a better way to donate the money than to finance these tobacco companies. Good job!

You can be alone. Since the majority of the world's population do not smoke, you choose to be in the minority. I think you do not mind being alone. Now, those people you dislike will stop bothering you when you lit those cigarettes!
Stick to your principles. "I am a smoker." You said this to many people, and you think that it is still ok to continue smoking. So keep to your own principles and live the way you want it to be.

It keeps you awake. Nicotine is a stimulant and therefore it will keep your mind awake. So you can save up on coffee and buy more cigarettes! Yeah!

It kills a lot of your sperms. So if you would like to try a natural contraceptive method, smoke! Not only will smoking reduce your sperm count, it will make your sperms swim like half-dead tadpoles.
cool rite lol

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Sigh......Wish you all e best :'(

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Life seems so meaningless......my onli bestie go girls home liao......sigh....no ones there to care for me to talk to me to smoke wif me anymore.....when i need my friends they just arent there......my family has never been here for me....... NO ONE CARES :'[




















Going to mcys tomorro i think....had been dragging the meeting for so many days liao....later spread till PO there i confirm die die.......




















Slept at 4 yesterday and woke up at 7 in the night lol....sleep wake up sleep wake up.......




















Shes going in for 3 weeks i think.....her brother says tat 3 week isnt remand....hw can it be.....aiya dunno la......even if its onli 3 weeks hw am i gona survive???? im all A-L-O-N-E....

Friday, January 11, 2008

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See her amazing face XD
lol......no comment.

ANGELA's kuku face.







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Before After

The pretty side of CASSANDRA AKA AMAZING GURL





















aiyoyo....just when i thought tat my probation is going well, BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD things happened. My PO is so mad at me for some reason which i myself couldnt remember lol -_- he gave me a warning......asking me to find a school frm 8 jan to 18 jan.....if nt he'll charge me as i breached probation.......dammit lo.....nw every morning i go to schools to ask if there is vacancy....most of the school reject me la...cb...is it because im on probation? is it because im a ex convict? is it because i failed my N ? lol....who knws.....




















i never wanted to retain in the first place......i wanted to take private N....meaning i study on my own then take the exam in the school.....like tis i no need go skol leh......no skol= no bad skol report for me ma....then my bloody parents dun agree bla bla...so bo bian...must look for skol.....dam la....if far far i confirm lazy to go wan la.....bon lay sec so near i also can lazy liao....sighx...Then now i took out all my piercing liao.....because my PO doesnt allow....no more piercing siao for me liao.......agrrr











To: LIM HUI TING,

For godness sake.pls think carefully before u do anything stupid again....think think hink think think hor.......zzzz....we all dont wan to lose a good brother!!!!dun worry we all will pray hard for ur court review de......and of course...i will guai guai good boy finish my probation de!!!!!







Everyone pls pray for her or u mum's virgina will get slapped my bangladesh's slipper!!!!

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

PATHETIC




Sigh......so suay recently......skol dun wan me....bla bla alot la..... at jp tio taiji wif ppl.....dam lame wan lo....in the end i ended up being malu.........later going back to boon lay sec to ask the bloody principal if i can retain.....My PO forced me to do it de lo...dam pai seh xia..........i rather take private lo....but bo bian who ask me to be in probation............zzz




i really wan a ....new lifestyle,new friends,new parents,new record and alot new things.....but its never possible......lol....its even harder then stopping the earth frm spinning la.....