--------Its Over---------

I declare myself, once again SINGLE.

Its onli for a few weeks. And now, its over. We ended the relationship in a chaos. Am i being too harsh? Am i being to rash? I dont think so. I seldom regret what i've done. So I didnt regret for making tis choice. Whats the point of being together when we both dont love each other? Its just meaningless. All i've given.All i had given up because of u. The things i gave up, ae all things tat are very important to me. Worst of all, you didnt even knw.what can i say? what can i do? You said its always about me.Think about this.When u said that, isnt it all about u too?Its always me or u.Its never US. I did not showed up on ur b'dae. Y??? U blamed me for tat. You knew i am on probation and you have your own programme in the day. Whose fault is it? You showed me black face because u feel hot.Whose fault is it? You said you still love me even though we broken up, and ure looking for a partner elsewhere. Did u meant what u've said?

Rubbish,Crap,Thrash,Bullshit.

Thats what you've been saying all the while.

So bored at home these few days. No place to go....... i recently really very jialat xia......no money no nothing. but life still goes on.....i am suddenly REinspired to be a photographer lol...after seeing works of some people.......Gosh.....how artistic can it get....Its really irritating when you see people doing things effortlessly and you cant even when u tried like hell.....Guess thats what they meant by "everyone is talented in their own ways" . So far i hav not found what i am talented in yet....

My court review is really here just 4 more days i think. My new PO hasnt contact me yet....dunno waiting for wad.....christmas maybe? dont dare to call and ask. afraid of reminding them that i still need to go my court review just in casee they forgotten. SILLY ME..........

Thinking of getting a new phone leh.......... my phone really cannot make it liao la.....while its still have its value i should sell it away ma...shouldnt i? Went to see what kinda phone i should get wif angela todae..........its all dam bloody expensive la...i bought my phone for like 600+ and nw i can onli sell it at around 260++ .....its onli like 3 months and the price dropped so much..........dam it....curse sony...hope the company collapse then sony ericsson phone will become rare and therefore the price of my phone will shoot up!!! wahahaha!!! How evil..... Just being me....

Wahahahahaha

PICS:

EMO old uncle

lol....excercise!!

Emo old uncle left when he notice we're taking photo of him lol

Bangala sleeping!!

~~~~~~~~~~SORRY TO MR SHUN HONG~~~~~~~~~~~~

Thank you for bothering. Thank you for caring.Thank you for everything. Thank you for being myFRIEND.

Wooohoohooo...tomorro miting daer at boon lay.......FINALLY...no more traveling fucking long to bedok anymore.... Dear is gonna travel all the way to boon lay!!! i dun care haha....yesterday had a fight wif family again...... F-U-C-K.

So super duper bored la...almost everyday rot at hme.....i need $$$$$$$$ !!!! agrr.......CSO again tomorro...sianz...think most propably gonna skip it...but hw to siam??? court review comin le leh...

As usual,the fucking amazingly amaazing gurl,cassandra is doing wad shes best at again. Cb kia......PS...think gt bf be fuck liao....then cb us friends liao......Isnt he just another fucking dog?? M-A-L-A-Y D-O-G

Not happy can come find me....i dunno y so dulan him lol.....jsut cant stand his fucking dog face.

WEEEEE

PICS:

Me and the siao char bor!

Dang CASE!!


Tai ji auntie.....

The uncle playing.......C-H-I-L-D-I-S-H



Suppose to be a human hanging...



I finally pierced my cheek le........yay...piercing again soon ba.....recently life dam bored and miserable la......bo $$$ ......so bored also..everyone busy.....no one date me out.......feeling hungry almost every minute la..........cb _l_ .........having a flu nw :( .........sigh....been thinking alot this 2 days....about alot of things la...money...money..money....agrr....anyone wana donate to S-G-F-C ??? cuz sheng ge really needs help right nw.....sheng ge's friends too....that cb cassandra ps me tomorro knn....hope her work place catch fire and she dies inside...agrr....









For some fucking reasons i am bloody angry la......realise that i cant control my temper lately...i shoots dart at anyone when i am angry......i feel so angry when i am hungry...
At the same time, i am also feeling fucking scared nw...sigh.....court review comin...its not in a few month's time anymore....its just a matter of days nw....Everything in life is so meaningless......spending my day so stupidly....














Who is kind enough to deliver food to my doorstep at night?














who is kind enough to giv me allowance?














who is kind enough to let me whack when i am feeling down?














who is kind enough to company me smoke when i am feeling bored?

woohooohaha

guys guys....cureently attatched nw....YAY...no more single life....sry to those tat i hav bastardED......super sry........happily attatched.......went to dear dear's house tis few days.....just had an operation so went to bedoh to visit lo..........tat baika....haha......hes a sweet guy la..........





MY COURT REVIEW IS COMING!!!SIGH..........DUN WAN TO LEAVE DEAR DEAR..............i dun wan to waste my fucking life inside jail...i am still young!!!!!!alot of young things i wana do de leh....whoa biang...._l_ fuck jesus lol.....jsut felt like saying tat........i can no longer stand probation life anymore........seeing everyone around me going out at night...and i cant!!! AGRR!!!!! i knw being on proabation is better then being in jail...BUT i just felt so bloody fucked up...really gt the temptation to go out in the night.......my hao brothers,good friends all busy with their own things......working bla bla.......

Fuck u? Fuck me? fucker her? Fuck him?

Sianz sianz sianz Sianz.......dunno wad happen to me recently......i slept at afternoon almsot everyday!!!then slept for like 1 or 2 hour must wake up......surprisingly i dun feel tired...then at night keep on hungry...hw!!!!! i dun wan grow fat fat.........tat cb cassandra ps me knn........worked for a day....so stupid la....i work for like dunno hw many bloody hours then i get 30........zzz..then suan le....but the boss very good la.........treat me makan treat me drink water......

Went to c PO todae......i missed the meeting for like 3 or 4 times le la........but luckily she nvr scold........i was suppose to mit her at 5.....but i woke up at 3.30....confirm late de...so i took cab down...i reached there at around 4.30....enough time for me to smoke.....then zhun zhun c luke there.....a friend of mine is hostel....after knwing him like few months then i realise we under same PO lol....dam cb wan.....my PO tok to us for like 5 mins then call us wait.......luke and i waited for like more then 50 mins la......we even hav enough time to go eat and smoke lo......then we joked about her poking herself in the room....lol...

Sianz.....who wan pei me bugis?